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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Leaving the past;
marching towards the future.

They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armor

Lord,
Someone told me before that my life is a miracle in itself and that You have set eternity in my heart. But Lord, I have been so blinded by my surroundings that I have not taken time out to appreciate the sun that You rises it every morning, the flowers that blooms everyday and the birds that soar high above in the sky every now and then.

I have been so into myself; self-centered, self-conceited and selfish. I have fallen and have wounded, to the extend that I refused help from anybody. There are even times that I hide away from You, instead of hiding under Your wings. Times again I prayed for strength, yet when the situation occurs again, I run away. I'm sick and tired of this, Lord.

And if I was an encouragement to people last time, why ain't I one now? God, I want to learn standing up on my feet by Your strength. I want to breathe through EVERYTHING with You. I know if I don't learn finding Love, Peace, Strength and Trust in You, I will never succeed. Never.

Lord, I don't want to be a victim of any circumstances that I will be tested in. I don't want to be tormented again. When life seems to be falling apart, I don't want to just sit back and live my life in terms of human energy, but to let Your power of to enable me to rise above the limits in my life. Help me to use the authority that you have bestowed to me.

Guide me O Lord, in every step I take. That may they be taken with You. Help me to make my life count and be found in Your great wondrous and glorious Love. Show me my calling and that I will live up to it and glorify Your name. Help me to breathe in Your Love again, and may my life be a pleasing worship that is worthy for You.
Amen.

maoed.
at 8:01 PM